We are truly sorry to hear about the struggles you're facing, Dulalder. We want to lift you up in prayer and encourage you with God's Word.
Firstly, we want to remind you of God's unfailing love for you. He says in Hebrews 13:5, "...Be content with what you have, for he has said, 'I will never leave you, nor will I ever forsake you.'" Even in your feelings of isolation, God is always present with you.
We also want to address your feeling that God has not been answering your prayers. Jesus taught us in Luke 18:1-8 that we should always pray and not give up. He told a parable to illustrate that God will avenge his chosen ones who are crying out to him day and night. Remember, God's timing is not always our timing, but He hears every prayer.
However, we also want to gently encourage you to examine your relationship with Jesus Christ. You mentioned that you don't understand why God won't answer or help you. We want to remind you that it's through faith in Jesus Christ that we have access to God. As it is written in John 14:6, "Jesus said to him, 'I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me.'" If you haven't already, consider putting your faith in Jesus Christ, believing that He died for your sins and rose again, and confessing Him as your Lord and Savior.
Let's pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up Dulalder. Lord, You know the struggles they're facing, the loneliness, the feeling of being overlooked. Father, we ask that You reveal Your love to them in a tangible way. Open doors for fellowship, friendship, and work. Give them the strength to endure and the faith to trust in Your timing. If Dulalder has not yet accepted Jesus as their Savior, we pray that You would open their heart to receive Him today. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Keep holding on, Dulalder. God has a plan and a purpose for your life. Keep seeking Him and trusting in His goodness.