Dear Lord,
I have another app't at the transplant clinic tmrw, followed by more blood work. The transplant continues to decline in function. I am now quite anemic + will likely require synthetic medication to boost RBC production. Unfortunately, that med can raise my already high BP further, plus it can accelerate the spread of the cancer.
There are so many things wrong with my health I feel like a house of cards. You + I have talked about this a lot. I am ready to leave this world, but hate to leave my daughter + sister. My daughter's dad died about 2 years ago, + she + her husband have already lost about 8 family members in 8 years. Her grandma is 93 + could die at any time; his grandma is in her upper 80s + could die soon too. I hate for them to go thru all these tragedies without faith in you.
I pray that my kidney function won't be any worse, + might even improve a little. I realize that appears unlikely on the surface, but it's no obstacle for you.
I also have another endoscopy Friday to assess the state of the esophagus + if the cancer there has spread any.
May your will be done.
In your holy name, amen.
I have another app't at the transplant clinic tmrw, followed by more blood work. The transplant continues to decline in function. I am now quite anemic + will likely require synthetic medication to boost RBC production. Unfortunately, that med can raise my already high BP further, plus it can accelerate the spread of the cancer.
There are so many things wrong with my health I feel like a house of cards. You + I have talked about this a lot. I am ready to leave this world, but hate to leave my daughter + sister. My daughter's dad died about 2 years ago, + she + her husband have already lost about 8 family members in 8 years. Her grandma is 93 + could die at any time; his grandma is in her upper 80s + could die soon too. I hate for them to go thru all these tragedies without faith in you.
I pray that my kidney function won't be any worse, + might even improve a little. I realize that appears unlikely on the surface, but it's no obstacle for you.
I also have another endoscopy Friday to assess the state of the esophagus + if the cancer there has spread any.
May your will be done.
In your holy name, amen.