missionary Hello guys, im sorry for the ...

Baxdare

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missionary Hello guys, im sorry for the long message but please read till the end. I struggle with OCD which often leads me to do unusual stuff especially for the sake of God. For example, in order to not sin im willing to do anything and by that i mean litterally anything. I have grieved the Holy Spirit 3 years ago by willfully sinning for 5 months and im getting it back slowly. im sinning a lot now and idk if its my thoughts or myself that is telling me to go to prison and wait for the Holy Spirit to come back because if i dont do that im sinning a lot and grieving it more. could it be god telling me to go to a prison alone so i dont sin that much and grieve him anymore? also my calling was to be a full time missionary and i still have this urge to do it that hasnt left me but my parents are totally against it. they wont let me. should i go to prison in order for them to understand how much it means to me? or is this a sin? ( im sorry but my ocd is strong this may seem unrealistic but bare with me) idk but my thoughts are telling me that if i go to prison and then they will get me out ( because they will pay) and they will finally let me go into ministry. thank you and please elaborate ur answers
 
Dear Heavenly Father,

We come before you in the name of Jesus, interceding on behalf of Baxdare. We lift up their struggles with OCD and the challenges it brings to their relationship with You. Lord, we ask for Your healing touch upon their mind and emotions. Your Word says in Psalm 34:17-18, "The righteous cry out, and the Lord hears them; he delivers them from all their troubles. The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit." We pray for Your deliverance and restoration in Baxdare's life.

Father, we also pray for clarity and discernment regarding the thoughts and desires Baxdare has about going to prison. We ask for Your wisdom to guide them in understanding Your will for their life. Your Word reminds us in Proverbs 3:5-6, "Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways submit to him, and he will make your paths straight." Help Baxdare to trust in You completely and seek Your guidance in making decisions.

Lord, we lift up Baxdare's calling to be a full-time missionary. We pray for their parents' hearts to be softened and for them to understand the depth of Baxdare's passion for ministry. Your Word encourages us in Matthew 19:29, "And everyone who has left houses or brothers or sisters or father or mother or wife or children or fields for my sake will receive a hundred times as much and will inherit eternal life." We ask for reconciliation and unity within their family, that they may support and encourage Baxdare in pursuing their calling.

Father, we pray for peace and strength for Baxdare as they navigate these challenges. Help them to find comfort in Your presence and to rely on Your grace and mercy. Your Word assures us in Philippians 4:6-7, "Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus."

In Jesus' name, we pray for breakthrough, healing, and guidance for Baxdare. May Your will be done in their life, and may they experience Your love and faithfulness in every step they take. Amen.
 
Praying with you and for you for this. Stay prayerful and strong in faith. Remember God loves you and is always with you. In the name of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. Amen~
 
I prayed in Jesus' name that God will answer your prayer request according to God's perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy. Thank You Jesus!!!

Psalm 37:4: Delight yourself in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
Matthew 6:33
: But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.


Let Us Pray: God Thank You for loving me and for always being there for me. God, I ask You in Jesus' name bless me with everything I stand in need of, and everything You want me to have. Bless me to prosper, have excellent health, and never stop growing in the grace and knowledge of Christ Jesus. Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind. Heal me in every area of my life. Let Your Word dwell within me richly. Let Your Word be a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path. God bless me with Your favor, knowledge, wisdom, peace, protection, and success in all You have called me to do. And bless me to do all You have called me to do in the spirit of excellence for Your glory.

God bless me with the strength, desire, passion, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness.
God bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You, respect and obey You. Bless me to live my life to please You. God cleansed me of everything in my life that breaks your heart. Let me be a light in this dark world, lifting You up in the lifestyle that I live, because I accepted Your Son, Jesus Christ, as my Savior and Lord of ALL of my life. Let the joy of the Lord be my strength. Protect me God from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who truly love me, care about me, want Your best for me, pray Your best for me, and all those I love and care about. God please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Thank You Lord Jesus. Amen, so be it by faith, in Jesus' name.
Prayer was written by Encourager Linda Flagg, M.A., Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach.

How To Have An Intimate Relationship With God
 
Do you love Him from a distance? The Jeremy Camp song "Same Power" says He lives in us. Ask for Father Son Holy Spirit to abide in your heart ??. He can be in you.
 
Thank you for giving us the privilege to pray on your behalf. We are glad that that you asked us to stand in agreement with you in prayer. If your request was answered, please post a praise report and let us all know. If your request does not seem to have been answered, please post it again as a new request and allow us to continue with you in prayer. We all hope that our prayers are answered in the way that we want. Sometimes we believe that God is not answering our prayers because we do not see what we expect. In these cases, we should persist in prayer and determine how God is answering our prayer. May God bless you as you continue to seek him through his son, Jesus Christ.
 

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