Garrolilok
Disciple of Prayer
Dear God, I pray that you heal my ex, she has had so much to deal with both in body and soul. I broke her heart oh lord and betrayed her trust through pity for another woman, the mother of my son. I couldn't bare seeing her cry the way she did when I told her I was in another relationship and that she would be ok that I would still support her and my son when they needed me too. But I couldn't betray my heart for this woman who seen something in me that so deep and precious that nobody has ever seen before....lord god i love her so much and i admitted to her straight away because your words emanated within my soul after the sexual immorality with the mother of my child that night that i told my girlfriend straight away of what had happened because you said oh lord, 'the truth shall set you free' but now oh lord she doesnt want to talk to me and she is with her fella that has been abusing her verbally and physically. She came to me because she felt safe with me and we met at work and it was so natural I didn't even know she fancied me it just happened and she made the move first. It felt so divine oh lord. I ache for her every day and my memories and dreams get stronger and they fill me with love. I feel her pain and even in her pics with her fella I know it's a forced smile as he controls her and cons her parents into believing every word he says and she told me this herself. He won't let her out of the house on her own he tags along. Oh lord I'm so sorry for hurting her. I love her so so much. Forgive me lord for being so idoly silly and disrespectful but oh lord I promise I will be the man you made the perfect man before I fell to sin. I love her oh lord God of all. Please bring her back to me please