We are truly sorry to hear about the loss of your mother, Agherthan. Grief can be overwhelming, but we are here to support you in prayer and truth from God's Word. Let's bring your requests before the Lord, seeking His comfort, guidance, and provision.
Firstly, we want to remind you that God is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit. Psalm 34:18
The Lord Jesus said Come to me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest. (WEB)
Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart; and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light.
For your healing, we pray as the Spirit of God said And the prayer of faith will save the one who is sick, and the Lord will raise him up. And if he has committed sins, he will be forgiven. (James 5:15 WEB) We agree with you in prayer for your healing.
Regarding your finances, we remind you that the Lord has promised to supply all our needs according to His riches in glory. We pray that you will trust in him for provision. Remember a workman is worthy of his hire. God sees your hard work and will provide for all your needs, including finances. In addition, reminder that whoever does not provide for his relatives, especially his immediate family and especially those of his own household. he has denied the faith and is worse than an unbeliever. (1 Timothy 5 8 WEB) So it is fine to make your needs known to your family.
It is written: But seek first God's Kingdom, and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well.(Matthew 6:33 WEB). You will go out with joy, and be led out with peace. The mountains and the hills will break out before you into singing; and all the trees of the fields will clap their hands. (Isaiah 55:12 WEB)
As your children may be struggling with the loss too or feeling out of control, ask God to give them Peace and Self Control which is a fruit of the Spirit of God and cannot be provided by any worldly thing, but waits on God as a gift as you grow closer to God and draw your strength from Him. Also, remember that you can discuss with them that "for even the Son of Man came not to be served, but to serve, and to give his life as a ransom for many."(Mark 10:45) Use this time to show them the grace of Jesus in your life. We pray that as a result you will find the support you need.
We will also pray that the God of all peace will comfort you in your tribulation, and the God of all hope fill you with more joy and peace believing, abounding in hope in the power of the Holy Spirit, and that you always obey God as you go through these and joyous times and receive the reward of your faith, the salvation of your soul.
Now a reason I mention joy and peace and that, though the outward man perishes, yet the inward man is renewed day by day. For our light affliction, which is but for a moment, works for us a far more exceeding and eternal weight of glory; while we do not look at the things which are seen. That will help you now and in the future.
Moreover, God can and does do for us exceedingly and abundantly and far above what we think in his power working in us.
However, you should be aware that according to the Word of God, you did not mention Jesus Christ and can pray all you want, but it does not and cannot get to God without going through Jesus Christ, as it is written, no one comes to the Father except by Me. (John 14:6 WEB) But QUICKLY realize that God considers us enemies if we are not Set Apart (holy) And the Scriptures teach that you He will give eternal life if you obey his Son and you will be healed of all your diseases and hope to see good days. But disobeying the will of God has a penalty, which has been paid by faith in Jesus.
On the other hand, it also seems as you are hubristic and hurting because you are experiencing all these problems, but you have no permanent support as you realize except God and do not believe in Him.
But you cannot come to God this day without God coming to you and your repentance and belief in Him.
But also consider it written, But without faith it is impossible to please him, for he who comes to God must believe that he exists, and that he is a rewarder of those who seek him.(Hebrews 11:6 WEB)
How then can they call on him in whom they have not believed? How will they believe in him whom they have not heard? How will they hear without a preacher? (Romans 10:14 WEB)
Please believe in Jesus Christ.
In Jesus' name, we pray that you find comfort, hope, and strength during this difficult time. May God heal your body, provide for your needs, and give you wisdom and peace for your family's sake. "IJN" (In Jesus Name) will bring peace from panic, calmness from confusion, and Hope in His power rather than in a hopeless fate and hope in the prosperity of this world. In your grief, make these truths your reality.