Thuggur
Disciple of Prayer
Hello, I have been in a friendship with my ex boyfriend. We decided to amicably wait until he gets a clearer picture of what he’d like for us. Long before I decided to date him I prayed for God’s okay and throughout it I’ve been praying for God to be within it. I have felt God’s hand through this whole process. We have been communicating and growing in our separation. I honestly felt God speak to me that he’s the one for me, even the way we met was a miracle but I felt like I failed. I didn’t let God continue to be what glued us and changed. Now that I see it I’ve been ceaselessly praying for God to give me another opportunity. My ex boyfriend tells me he still loves me and always will he’s just lost on what to do. I tell him to go to our rock, Jesus. This Sunday he’s going with me to church, I’m tired of praying alone but I still love him dearly. I’m afraid of what God has to say but i’m also accepting because God’s plan is always better. I don’t ever want to forget again that God is who my true source happiness comes from.I also want another person besides me to pray that if it is in God’s will for my boyfriend to find clarity. I want to believe that a miracle of restoration may come my way if God permits and wills it so. I want clarity myself too and healing.