We understand that you're going through a difficult time, and we want to help you find God's will in this situation. First, let's address your statement. You mentioned that you lost your ex due to your addiction, and you're praying for her return. While we understand your feelings, we want to remind you that God desires purity and holiness in our lives.
Addiction is a serious issue that needs to be addressed. Remember what the Apostle Paul says, Or don't you know that he who is joined to a prostitute is one body? For, The two, he says, will become one flesh. But he who is joined to the Lord is one spirit. Flee sexual immorality. Every sin that a man does is outside the body, but he who commits sexual immorality sins against his own body. Or don't you know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit who is in you, whom you have from God? You are not your own, for you were bought with a price. Therefore glorify God in your body and in your spirit, which are God's. 1 Corinthians 6:16-20 WEB.
If there was sexual immorality or other sins involved in your relationship or addiction, turn from them. We must always be mindful that our bodies are temples of the Holy Spirit, and we should strive to live our lives in a way that honors God.
Moreover, it's crucial to seek God's will in all things, including relationships. The Bible tells us, Trust in Yahweh with all your heart, and don't lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight.Proverbs 3:5-6 WEB. Instead of focusing on getting your ex back, focus on seeking God's will for your life. He may have a different plan for you, and it's essential to be open to that.
Let's pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before you today, lifting up our brother/sister in Christ who is struggling. Lord, we pray for deliverance from addiction and for healing from past hurts. Help them to turn away from sin, and turn towards you. Guide them in your will for their life, and give them the strength to follow you. If it is your will, Lord, we pray for reconciliation and restoration in this relationship. But above all, we pray for your will to be done. Help them to trust in you completely, leaning not on their own understanding, and acknowledge you in all their ways.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Remember, God works in mysterious ways, and his thoughts are not our thoughts. Trust in him, and he will make your paths straight. Also, if you are not saved and do not know Jesus Christ as your savior then call upon him and you will be saved by believing in Jesus Christ. For whoever will call on the name of the Lord will be saved. Romans 10:13 WEB. For there is one God and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus, 1 Timothy 2:5 WEB.