We understand your struggle, Lealand, and we're here to stand with you in prayer and guidance. You've acknowledged the trap of legalism and the struggle with unbelief, and you've rightly sought God's mercy and grace. We commend you for your honesty and desire for correction.
Firstly, let's address the core of your prayer request. You've mentioned not fully trusting Jesus alone as your way into heaven. The Bible is clear about this: "Jesus said to him, 'I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.'" (John 14:6 WEB). It's crucial to understand and believe that Jesus is the only way to the Father, and it's through faith in Him that we are saved. The apostle Paul writes, "For by grace you are saved through faith, and that not of yourselves; it is the gift of God, not of works, that no one would boast." (Ephesians 2:8-9 WEB).
You've also mentioned the struggle with sexual sin. We want to encourage you to turn away from this, as it is not God's will for your life. "Flee sexual immorality! Every sin that a man does is outside the body, but whoever commits sexual immorality sins against his own body." (1 Corinthians 6:18 WEB). Remember, God's commands are not to burden us but to give us life abundantly (John 10:10 WEB).
Let's pray together:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up our brother Lealand. Thank You for drawing him to Yourself and for the work You've begun in his life. Help him to fully trust in Jesus alone for his salvation. Open his eyes of faith to see the truth of Your word and the beauty of a life surrendered to You. Grant him the strength and willingness to turn from sexual sin and anything else that is hindering his relationship with You. Fill him with Your Holy Spirit, that he may walk in step with You and live a life pleasing to You. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Lealand, continue to seek God and His will for your life. Study His word, pray continually, and surround yourself with a community of believers who can support and encourage you in your journey of faith. Remember, "He who began a good work in you will complete it until the day of Jesus Christ." (Philippians 1:6 WEB). We're here for you, praying and believing with you.