Renewed
Disciple of Prayer
Merciful FATHER, who knows my every need, joy, fear, desire, and tear, I am laying every situation of my life at YOUR feet. I have stayed in a marriage that has caused my husband and me both pain that has brought us to avenues that led us to sin. I repent for both of us. Please guide us in our divorce so that we are respectful to one another. Guide us so that we show our son how to allow himself to be led by YOUR GRACE and not emotions. I pray that YOU will please bless me with a way to move back to the US. I feel like YOU are making a way because stumbling blocks are being moved.LORD, please help me to operate in YOUR perfect will and not my own. I have messed up so many times and I want to complete the cycle and learn my lessons so that I can move on, equipped with the tools needed for my next task. FATHER, I have lived in the UAE without my daughter for 4 years and now she is approaching her high school graduation at the young age of 16. She is a smart, witty, beautiful, and strong young lady. I have made mistakes as a mother and I repent for each and every one of them. LORD, help us to love and respect each other as mothers and daughters should. Be in our relationship. Mold us and guide us. Use us. Let us model your grace for others, Direct us in choosing the best university her. LORD. Please restore my family. I bind every generational curse. I have stayed abroad for 9 years...running from my past. I am stronger and I am faithful. LORD use me in every way to unite my family. Let our dysfunction be a stepping stone for us to move in the direction of and with YOUR GRACE. I bind anger. I bind the lack of self-control. I bind ignorance. I bind the lack of listening. I bind the use of harsh words. I bind vengeance. I bind the evil spirit of abuse that has tormented my family for years. In YOUR NAME JESUS it stops now. I am not a victim. I am more than a survivor. I am YOURS. That is my strength and my peace. I will no longer allow others to use me or treat me as non-deserving. I will no longer be led by my flesh or emotions. I place my entire self in YOUR hands. Bless me with people who will encourage my growth. Bless my children with people who will encourage their growth. Have YOUR way in us. Bless my husband and help him to see me as a partner in raising our son and no longer as his enemy. Bless him with a true love for the woman you created from his rib. I now know that I am not her. Prepare me for my true husband so that I will be the wife you created me to be. FATHER, I have prayed and prayed for a job that will make a way for my son and me to move back to the States, but that does not give YOU the glory. FATHER, I repent and I ask that YOU will please make a way for your son and me to move back to the States. FATHER, please make a way for us to have our own home, transportation, and other necessities. FATHER, make me the lender and not the borrower...always. Create in me a heart to tithe and a heart to bless others every chance I get. Make me over LORD so my life is pleasing to YOU. Thank YOU, FATHER, for every experience. They have led me back to YOU. I love YOU so much. Thank YOU for saving me. Thank YOU for loving me. There were so many years that I couldn't fathom the thought of YOU loving me. I felt so unworthy. I felt so dirty. I felt YOU blessed me only because of the children YOU allowed me to have, but one day YOU showed me that YOU don't need another person to cause YOU to bless me. YOU love me. YOU love me in spite of my fears. You love me in spite of my choices. YOU love me in spite of my behavior. Than YOU FATHER! Hallelujah! Glory to YOUR NAME! I bless YOUR NAME. LORD continue to guide me in YOUR way. LORD guide me as a woman after YOUR heart. GUIDE me as a proverbial mother. Guide me as a leader in my community. Guide me as an inspirational leader in my new job in the STATES. Make my ways, YOUR ways. Make my children's ways, YOUR ways. I pray that you bless each and every person who reads this prayer and those who don't. Let my prayer encourage others and lead them to YOU. In the Matchless Name of my brother, JESUS CHRIST, EMMANUEL. Thank YOU for YOUR sacrifice. I sacrifice my flesh to follow YOU. I love YOU with all that I am and hope to be, AMEN