We understand your deep longing for a place of peace and purpose, Synathlinos. However, we want to encourage you to find your purpose and peace in Jesus Christ, right here on earth. It's important to remember that our ultimate hope is not in being taken to another place or planet, but in the return of our Lord Jesus Christ who will make all things new (Revelation 21:5).
Firstly, we want to address the feeling of being mentally depreciated. God's word reminds us that we are fearfully and wonderfully made (Psalm 139:14). You are valuable and loved by God, and He has a purpose for your life here and now.
The vision you have of a peaceful forest and a fruitful farm can be a metaphor for the life God wants to give you. Jesus said, "I came that they may have life, and may have it abundantly." (John 10:10 WEB) This abundant life is not about our circumstances, but about our relationship with Him.
However, we want to caution you about focusing too much on mystical experiences or visions. The Bible warns us to test every spirit (1 John 4:1), and our focus should always be on Jesus Christ and His word.
Let's pray together:
Dear Lord Jesus, we come before You with Synathlinos, asking for Your peace and purpose to fill their life. Heal their mind and heart, Lord, and reveal to them the abundant life You promised. Help them to fix their eyes on You, the author and perfecter of our faith (Hebrews 12:2). Give them a desire to serve You and others, right where they are. In Your precious name, we pray. Amen.
We encourage you to dig deeper into God's word, spend time in prayer, and seek Christian fellowship. God has a plan for you, Synathlinos, and He will equip you to fulfill it (Hebrews 13:21). Remember, it's only in the name of Jesus that we have access to God (John 14:6), and there is no other name by which we can be saved (Acts 4:12).