Elizabeth F
Humble Servant of All
The mental torture caused by a type of OCD is getting unbearable to live with! I really wish I could explain it but I am bombarded 24/7 with faces,names etc and my mind forces me to remember them and if I can't I have to search the internet etc. I have tried ignoring it but doesn't work. My heart races and my chest goes tight I never slept at all last night and had 10 hours non stop of this torment.. I was pleading with God to make it stop and let me sleep. It is really exacerbating my physical illnesses as well and makes the pain worse as I am so tense The medication isn't working and has side effects I plead the blood of Jesus over me every day and ask Jesus to guard my heart and mind. I also put on the helmet of salvation but the torture continues. I really need to end Father God I come to you in Jesus' name exhausted from lack of sleep and the constant mind bombardment which causes me such distress. Father you promised to meet all our needs according to your riches in glory by Christ Jesus. I need you to heal my mind and reclothe me in my rightful mind The torment is constant and I can't pray properly,read the bible or listen to praise music because of it and I long to do all of these again. Please Jesus son of David have mercy on me and stretch out to heal me in mind, body and spirit. Please restore me to perfect health and I will glorify you and lift up the name of Jesus by whose stripes we are healed. Let me show everyone this Christmas that Jesus is not a babe in a manger to be brought out once a year but that He has risen from the grave and He is Lord. I ask all this In Jesus' precious and mighty name. Amen