Miranda T
Faithful Servant
I have noticed I have
I hope God can save me from this. People just threw me with lots of end times data, judgment and scolding but they did not ask how's my health, how do I eat and live, whether I can go out. They did not ask me if I can sleep...I think everyday I just live on my own...perhaps better than people scolding blaming expecting from me...better than I phone and WhatsApp people and they never reply....these are all too terrible.
Compulsive buying disorder and buying too many things at low cost but very messy at home and being blamed by others though they are not paying my bills which lead to further distress and anxiety and more severe disorder and buy again. I hope God can intervene as I have been very sick for seven years and my pelvis bones are not yet healed properly still with edema and crack. I am very much discriminated against and rejected by family, friends, church and unfairly treated by people whom I expect love from and I got no one to talk with. It is awful, I actually have a short term happiness and excitement during online shopping. But I got mad when I see the credit card bills and all stock at my home.
I hope God can save me from this. People just threw me with lots of end times data, judgment and scolding but they did not ask how's my health, how do I eat and live, whether I can go out. They did not ask me if I can sleep...I think everyday I just live on my own...perhaps better than people scolding blaming expecting from me...better than I phone and WhatsApp people and they never reply....these are all too terrible.