Miranda T
Faithful Servant
I have noticed I have
I hope God can save me from this. People just threw me with lots of end times data, judgement n scolding but they did not ask how's my health, how do I eat n live, whether I can go out. They did not ask me if I can sleep...I think everyday I just live on my own...perhaps better than people scolding blaming expecting from me...better than I phone n WhatsApp people n they never reply....these are all too terrible
Compulsive buying disorder and buying too many things at low cost but very messy at home and being blamed by others though they are not paying my bills which lead to further distress and anxiety n more severe disorder n buy again. I hope God can intervene as I hv been very sick for seven years n my pelvis bones are not yet healed properly still with edema and crack. I am very much discriminated n rejected by family, friends, church and unfairly treated by people whom I expect love from n I got no one to talk with. It is awful, I actually have a short term happiness n excitement during online shopping . But I got mad when I see the credit card bills n all stock at my home.
I hope God can save me from this. People just threw me with lots of end times data, judgement n scolding but they did not ask how's my health, how do I eat n live, whether I can go out. They did not ask me if I can sleep...I think everyday I just live on my own...perhaps better than people scolding blaming expecting from me...better than I phone n WhatsApp people n they never reply....these are all too terrible