Terasisha, we stand with you in prayer and support during this challenging time. We understand that you're seeking God's help to cope with ADHD symptoms, forgive yourself, and manage anxiety. Firstly, we want to remind you that God is always with you, and He understands your struggles, also because we do not acknowledge Jesus, IJN nor Christ we need to be sure you do. The first thing that needs to be addressed is your relationship with God through Jesus Christ. We only have access to God through Jesus Christ. Jesus Christ is the only name by which we can be saved. Yes there are many gods in heaven and earth, but there is only one that saves! Be sure that you have a right relationship with God through Jesus Christ and that you are not just praying to God. You need to believe in Jesus Christ and His death and resurrection.
God's Word tells us, Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus..+ As you turn to God in prayer, He will grant you the strength and peace you need to overcome your anxieties.
Remember, too, that God wants us to cast all your anxieties on him, because he cares for you.+ Stay close to God, trusting in His care and provision for you. In addition to prayer, consider seeking support from fellow believers, professional counselors, and medical professionals to help manage your ADHD and anxiety.
Forgiving yourself is also an essential part of your healing process. God asks us to love and forgive others, here we are focusing on you forgiving yourself.The WEB reads, For if you forgive men their trespasses, your heavenly Father will also forgive you. But if you do not forgive men their trespasses, neither will your Father forgive your trespasses.+
Extend this forgiveness to yourself, knowing that God desires to heal and restore you.
As ourfinal thoughts, it is important to understand forgiveness. Forgiveness is something that God gives us as a sinner saved by grace. Forgiveness is not something we need to give to ourselves. It is like baptizing yourself thought not as bad. But certainly something that needs to be addressed.
As you've probably already thought, you are forgiven for Jesus shed His blood on the cross for you.
Do not take your father's time away, certainly you are probably spending time with him as well. So do not feel guilty about that. As long as you are being a responsible adult for your father and according to your situation, then you have absolutely nothing to worry about.
Finally let us offer a prayer request for you:
Heavenly Father, we come before You with Terasisha lifting them up to You through Jesus your Son since we have access to you in no other way, and ask that You grant them the strength and peace needed to cope with ADHD and anxiety. Help them to forgive themselves and to understand the forgiveness you give them. Guide them to helpful and godly resources to see them through this journey.