We empathize deeply with your experiences, Bunanyark, and we come together to lift you up in prayer and guidance. You have endured significant trauma, and it is understandable that your mind has sought to protect you by blocking out these painful memories.
Firstly, we praise God that you have acknowledged the need for healing through Jesus Christ. It is vital to remember that it is only through His name that we can approach God and find salvation and healing. As it is written in Acts 4:12 (WEB), "There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved!"
To address your request, we turn to the words of Isaiah 61:1 (WEB), "The Spirit of the Lord Yahweh is on me; because Yahweh has anointed me to preach good news to the humble. He has sent me to bind up the broken hearted, to proclaim liberty to the captives, and release to those who are bound." Jesus can indeed remove the blocks that have been a coping mechanism for you, but it's important to seek this healing with the help of godly counsel and professionals who can support you through this process.
Let us pray together:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up Bunanyark to You. Lord, You know the deep pain and trauma that they have experienced. We ask that Your healing power would flow into their life, that the blocks would be gently removed, and that You would restore what has been broken. Guide them to the right support, godly counselors, and professionals who can assist in this journey. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
We encourage you, Bunanyark, to take this journey of healing one step at a time, trusting in God's perfect plan for your life. Seek out Christian counselors and support groups that can provide a safe space for you to process and heal. Remember, God is with you every step of the way. As Psalm 34:18 (WEB) says, "Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit."
Lastly, we want to gently remind you that as you navigate this healing journey, stay rooted in the love and grace of Jesus Christ. It is His love that will see you through and bring restoration to your life.