Faterard
Disciple of Prayer
Me and my husband have been together for 4 years, married for 3 years, and have a 2-year-old daughter together. Before we got together, we both had problems with addiction. I have been clean for 3 years since before I found out I was pregnant, and he was struggling with addiction when we met. He got clean, I got pregnant, we got married, and about a year ago he started having slip-ups. By the beginning of this year, it started getting worse, and on June 9th, 2023, his best friend passed away, and two weeks later, his cousin was killed in a hit-and-run. These men were 30 years old and 27 years old. He started spiraling... about 3 weeks ago, he overdosed at his mom's house and had to get IV Narcan from paramedics. He came home after that and stayed home for about 4 days and then didn't come home for 4 days off on a binge but eventually ended up at his mom's asleep. So I went and got him. He came home for about a day and a half and then had to work. He went to work and didn't come back. He is now telling me we are split up and he needs time to figure out what he's doing with his life, meaning he wants to continue getting high and he can't be around me and my daughter. He came today unannounced to the house and came and got his clothes and a few hygiene items and left. He looked terrible and was like a hollow shell. I have been praying so hard for him, and I'm so upset. I want my husband back, the one who loves me and my daughter. I am so broken and need prayers and someone to pray with me. Please help. I am feeling so defeated and exhausted.