Aluarris
Disciple of Prayer
Me and my boyfriend just split. It’s been good and bad. And honestly I fight for him back all the time. I get hurt with things he does and/or doesn’t do and I react. He makes me feel he doesn’t care. I’ve been named called and not understood and everything I express to him falls back on me and it’s all my fault and yet I apologize every time. Idk what I’m supposed to do anymore. I should not have done what I did yesterday. I was petty expecting something more and different. Comparing the price of his gift to me from his son and I told him it’s not something I would use. But he said I told him I wanted it a while back. But I honestly wouldn’t use it well It was thoughtful of him and I tried to apologize he won’t talk to me ig or omg called me names. I sent him a long message apologizing again. Idk if I’m supposed to let go. Things happened in the past that wasn’t my fault but he says I did wrong wrong then. Everything happens to be my fault and I have to let everything just go no matter if it’s disrespectful to me or not. I don’t know what to do anymore. I’m broken. Pray for me.