Blessed169
Humble Servant of All
GOD talk to me. Masking the PAIN... GOD i have prayed, fasted, cried, and asked for forgiveness. I have accepted YOU GOD as my SAVIOR. Yet GOD my life is still in dissaray. I now mask all my pain by taking sleeping aids so when I'm not working I can sleep and not think about the hurt and pain. GOD i laid my burdens down at your feet but yet the load seems heavier. GOD i cry everyday thinking about the hurt and pain that i have been through and how easy it has been for the people that i have helped who in turn have hurt me. GOD i don't know what else to do but mask the pain until you call me home.