We understand your desire for marriage and a lifelong commitment with Shekhar. Let us first align this desire with Biblical principles and seek God's will together.
Firstly, we note that your request does not mention the name of Jesus Christ. It is through Jesus that we have access to God, as it is written in John 14:6 (WEB), "Jesus said to him, 'I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.'" We encourage you to put your faith in Jesus and seek His will for your life.
Regarding your desire for marriage, it is a holy institution ordained by God, as mentioned in Mark 10:6-9 (WEB), "But from the beginning of the creation, God made them male and female. For this cause a man will leave his father and mother, and will join to his wife, and the two will become one flesh, so that they are no longer two, but one flesh. What therefore God has joined together, let no man separate."
However, we must also address that the desire for Shekhar to never leave you and for no one to separate you may hint at a sense of possession or control, rather than a reflection of God's design for love and marriage. True love is patient, kind, and selfless, as described in 1 Corinthians 13:4-7 (WEB). We encourage you to cultivate these qualities in your relationship.
Moreover, it is important that both you and Shekhar are believers in Christ, as God's word advises against being unequally yoked (2 Corinthians 6:14-18, WEB). This is to ensure a harmonious spiritual life together.
Let us pray:
Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in Jesus' name, lifting up Rhyomardia and her desire for marriage. We pray that You would guide her and Shekhar, giving them wisdom and discernment as they consider this lifelong commitment. We pray that their relationship would be centered on You, Lord, and that they would cultivate a love that is patient, kind, and selfless. We ask that You would help them to trust in Your plan for their lives, surrendering their own desires to Your perfect will. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
We encourage you to continue seeking God's will for your life and your relationship with Shekhar. Trust that God has a perfect plan for you, and He will guide you according to His will.