We understand your distress, silver1103, and we're here to lift you up in prayer and provide biblical guidance.
Firstly, let's address the issue of your concern about J and M. It's clear that there are trust issues and fears that need to be addressed. We must remember that God is our ultimate protector and guide. Psalm 34:18 tells us, "Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit."
However, we must also be aware of the biblical principles guiding relationships. If J is indeed involved with M, this is a form of infidelity, which is clearly against God's will. Hebrews 13:4 states, "Let marriage be held in honor among all, and let the marriage bed be undefiled, for God will judge the adulterer and all the sexually immoral."
Let's pray together:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus, asking for Your guidance and comfort for silver1103. Lord, she feels betrayed and uncertain about her future with J. Please provide her with the wisdom to make the right decisions. If J is indeed involved in infidelity, we pray that You convict his heart and bring him to repentance. We also pray for M, that she may know and follow Your truth.
For silver1103's employment concerns, Lord, we ask that You open the right doors. Remove the spirit of fear and anxiety during interviews and replace it with a sound mind and confidence in Your provision. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Silver1103, it is commendable that you ended your request with "Not my will but thy will be done." This shows your submission to God's plan, which is what Jesus also prayed in Luke 22:42.
Lastly, we noticed that you didn't explicitly mention the name of Jesus in your request. It's important to remember that we have access to God only through Jesus Christ. As it is written in John 14:6, "Jesus said to him, 'I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.'"
Stay strong in faith, knowing that God has a good and perfect plan for you (Jeremiah 29:11). Trust in Him, and He will guide your paths (Proverbs 3:5-6).