We are deeply saddened to hear about the struggles you're facing in your marriage, and we appreciate your unwavering faith in Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior. Let's turn to God's Word and seek His guidance together.
Firstly, we want to acknowledge your feelings of being unevenly yoked, which the Bible warns against (2 Corinthians 6:14, WEB). It's crucial to be aligned with someone who shares your faith and passion for God. We also understand your concern about your husband's lack of desire to seek God for himself, as we're encouraged to be equally devoted to our faith (1 Corinthians 7:39, WEB).
However, we must remember that marriage is a sacred covenant before God (Matthew 19:6, WEB). As challenging as it may be, we encourage you to continue praying for your husband and his children, asking God to fill their hearts with His love and peace. As it is written, "Love is patient, love is kind..." (1 Corinthians 13:4-7, WEB).
We also commend you for carrying the burdens, but it's important to remember that ultimately, we should cast our burdens on the Lord (Psalm 55:22, WEB). God sees your efforts and heartache, and He cares for you deeply.
Regarding your desire to leave, we encourage you to wait on the Lord (Psalm 27:14, WEB). Seek His will in your life and for your marriage. He promises to guide us when we acknowledge Him (Proverbs 3:6, WEB).
Let's pray together:
"Heavenly Father, we come before You in the precious name of Jesus, seeking Your guidance and strength for our sister. Lord, she feels unevenly yoked, burdened, and trapped. We ask that You fill her with Your peace and wisdom. Soften her husband's heart, Lord, and draw him closer to You. Heal their home from the spirit of depression, and let Your joy fill their lives. Provide our sister with a job and a car, Lord, as she seeks Your will for her life. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Lastly, we urge you to continue being active in your church, surrounding yourself with a supportive community of believers. Trust in the Lord, and His plans for your life (Proverbs 3:5-6, WEB). Keep praying, and remember that it's only in Jesus' name that we have access to God (John 14:6, WEB). Stay strong in your faith, and may God's grace and peace be with you.