Hello, sister. I’m sorry to hear about your marital struggles. I’m praying, asking our Heavenly Father to comfort you and your husband daily with evidences of His great love and compassion (Lamentations 3:22-23). May He bring forgiveness and restoration, and may you sense His peace as you look to Him. Also, if you’re in the U.S., I know that Focus on the Family can provide a free phone consultation with a marriage counselor if you call this number 855-382-5433.