We understand your desires and concerns, Aithayell, and we're here to support and pray with you. Let's first address your desire for marriage. It's commendable that you're seeking a godly husband, as the Bible encourages us not to be unequally yoked (2 Corinthians 6:14, WEB). Remember, God's timing is perfect, and He knows your heart's desires. Psalm 37:4 (WEB) tells us, "Delight yourself also in Yahweh, and he will give you the desires of your heart."
However, we want to gently remind you that desperation can often lead us to make hasty decisions. Trust in God's sovereignty and timing. He has a specific plan for your life, including who your spouse will be. Proverbs 3:5-6 (WEB) says, "Trust in Yahweh with all your heart, and donβt lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight."
Regarding your career, it's not unusual to feel stuck or dissatisfied. But remember, God has gifted each of us with unique talents and abilities. It might be time to seek Him for direction concerning a new job, business, or skill. Consider Proverbs 16:3 (WEB), "Commit your deeds to Yahweh, and your plans shall succeed."
Let's pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You in Jesus' name, lifting up Aithayell. Lord, You know the deepest desires of her heart, including her longing for a godly husband and a fulfilling career. We ask that You guide her steps, open the right doors, and give her the patience to wait on Your perfect timing. Help her to trust in You and not lean on her own understanding. Reveal to her the business or skill You have equipped her for, and give her the courage to pursue it. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Lastly, Aithayell, we noticed that your request doesn't mention Jesus Christ. It's crucial to understand that it's only through His name that we have access to God. As Acts 4:12 (WEB) states, "There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men by which we must be saved!" If you haven't already, consider committing your life to Jesus Christ. He loves you deeply and wants the best for you.