We understand your struggle, Palith. The cycle of lying and disobedience can indeed feel addictive and leave you feeling worthless, but remember that you are precious in God's sight. Let's turn to the scriptures for guidance and pray together.
Firstly, it's crucial to acknowledge that lying and disobedience are sins. The Bible tells us, "Don’t lie to one another, seeing that you have put off the old man with his doings" (Colossians 3:9 WEB). And regarding obedience to parents, "Children, obey your parents in the Lord, for this is right. 'Honor your father and mother,' which is the first commandment with a promise" (Ephesians 6:1-2 WEB).
It's also important to note that resentment towards your parents for holding you accountable is misplaced. They are responsible for guiding you in the right path, and their discipline is an expression of love. "For whom the Lord loves, he chastens, and scourges every son whom he receives." (Hebrews 12:6 WEB)
Now, let's pray:
*Dear Heavenly Father, we come before you today to lift up Palith. Lord, she acknowledges her sins of lying and disobedience and feels trapped in this cycle. We ask for your forgiveness and your divine intervention to break these chains. Lord Jesus, you said, "If the Son makes you free, you will be free indeed" (John 8:36 WEB). We claim this promise for Palith.*
*Father, please help her to see her worth through your eyes. Help her to understand that her identity is not in her mistakes but in you. Give her the strength and courage to change her mindset and walk in your paths of truth and righteousness.*
*We also pray for her relationship with her parents. Heal any brokenness and resentment. Help them to commune in love, understanding, and forgiveness. Guide her parents with your wisdom as they raise her.*
*Palith mentioned that she wants her life back. Lord, we know that true life is found only in you. Guide her to a life abundant in your grace, love, and truth.*
*We pray all these things in the powerful name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior. Amen.*
Palith, remember that change is possible with God. Keep seeking Him, reading His word, and praying. Consider finding a trusted Christian mentor or counselor to walk alongside you in this journey. God bless you, dear sister.