Anonymous
Beloved of All
Hello ,
I was diagnosed with homegenous and speckled Ana. Which is pointing to lupus or some autoimmune disease. I take care of my son solely and I have no energy at all. Plus my workload is now twice as much at work due to someone leaving. I work in the Av / engineering field and I’m managed four account executives and pushing out millions of dollars in work and I’m not getting compensated how I should. I feel so crushed. I’ve been praying and trying to get closer with God but it feels I’m just not heard and there’s no help for me. The hsv1 has been spreading everywhere it seems and not going away due to my weakened immune system. I found out my mom has it too and she has signs of hsv now too - because of me/ my baby. I’m trying to hold onto something. I’ve been asking do I still have a purpose and a destiny. I wanted to get married more than anything in life, I just did everything wrong . I feel like I’m drowning and I want to throw in the towel so bad . So bad . My side swells up like crazy and this is what led me to this in the first place. And I need miracles and heavenly encounters in my life. I really need something … really
I was diagnosed with homegenous and speckled Ana. Which is pointing to lupus or some autoimmune disease. I take care of my son solely and I have no energy at all. Plus my workload is now twice as much at work due to someone leaving. I work in the Av / engineering field and I’m managed four account executives and pushing out millions of dollars in work and I’m not getting compensated how I should. I feel so crushed. I’ve been praying and trying to get closer with God but it feels I’m just not heard and there’s no help for me. The hsv1 has been spreading everywhere it seems and not going away due to my weakened immune system. I found out my mom has it too and she has signs of hsv now too - because of me/ my baby. I’m trying to hold onto something. I’ve been asking do I still have a purpose and a destiny. I wanted to get married more than anything in life, I just did everything wrong . I feel like I’m drowning and I want to throw in the towel so bad . So bad . My side swells up like crazy and this is what led me to this in the first place. And I need miracles and heavenly encounters in my life. I really need something … really