low self-esteem/suicidal

shsaing

Humble Servant of All
I am very sucidial I have sucidal thoughts now, I have been praying 

regarding this matter below and I have no answers. Previous years have

not been kind to me. 2017 Will be worse. I cannot live this loneliness

anymore


I am in a confusing friendship/relationship. Pretty much me and this girl maybe hang 3 times EVERYDAY AFTER WORK. We do a lot of things together. I Pray that she will open up her feelings about me. I do not want to say my feelings because I fear rejection. I am struggling. I pray, still no guidance or opportunity or answers

Update: Found out some guy she used to like - he was engaged and he called it off, and he is trying to get back with her. It kind of hurts me. She said she might still like him, but at the same time she want to block him because he wants to control her and always plays with her feelings. I plan to back off and let her choose, Oh God help me

I almost told her my feelings the other night but I backed off and got scared. Pray the Lord will give me courage and have her open up first
 
lord bless each and everyone we all are your children have mercy on us. grant us our needs according to your will and perfect timimg, your name be glorified in us in jesus name
 
Your focus is on this girl and you cannot place all your hopes and dreams on anyone but the Lord , He is a jealous God . You need to know that there is POWER in what we speak and you need to change the things you say , do not say that 2017 will be a bad year for you , you need to open your bible and speak what the word of God says about you . If your prayers are not being answered the way that you want them to , then maybe you need to pray a bit differently , ask the Lord what HE wants  for your life , He knows what is best for you . Put God first in your life . Killing yourself  will send you to hell , you need to turn all this hurt over to the Lord and then trust Him to reveal what your calling in life is , only then will you be truly happy . 
 
I pray God's best to be done for these your needs and situations! And I pray for this in the Name of Jesus Christ! God bless you abundantly!
 
I have prayed for this. In Jesus' name, Amen.

Be careful. When you put another person above what God has planned for you, then you are essentially worshipping this other person instead of God. I pray that you can receive guidance from God and that you will have the peace that passeth all understanding.
 

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