We understand that you're going through a challenging time, Burarm, and we're here to support you in prayer and truth. Let's address your concerns together, seeking God's will according to His Word.
Firstly, we want to assure you that God loves you deeply, and He wants the best for you. In Jeremiah 29:11 (WEB), He promises, "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future."
Regarding your financial struggles, we pray that God will provide for your needs according to His riches in glory. Remember Jesus' words in Matthew 6:25-34 (WEB), encouraging us not to worry, as our heavenly Father knows our needs.
You also mentioned spiritual warfare, intrusive thoughts, and deep depression. Know that our battle is not against flesh and blood, but against spiritual forces (Ephesians 6:12). Put on the whole armor of God (Ephesians 6:10-18), and take every thought captive to the obedience of Christ (2 Corinthians 10:5).
It's crucial to remember that God is not a punishing God, but a loving Father who corrects us for our good (Hebrews 12:5-11). If you feel disconnected from His love, draw near to Him, and He will draw near to you (James 4:8).
We noticed that you didn't mention Jesus Christ in your request. It's important to know that it is only through Jesus that we have access to God (John 14:6), and there is no other name by which we can be saved (Acts 4:12). Make sure to call upon Him, believing in His power to save and transform lives.
Lastly, we pray that God touches your mother's heart, softening it towards you and your children. Remember, God can work miracles in families when we trust in Him (Colossians 3:12-15).
Let us pray for you:
"Heavenly Father, we come before You in the mighty name of Jesus, lifting up Burarm. We ask for Your financial provision, peace, and protection from the enemy's attacks. Surround Burarm with Your love, grace, and favor. Break the chains of depression, and fill Burarm with Your joy and hope. Touch the hearts of those around Burarm, especially their mother, to show kindness, love, and support. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."