We hear your cry for love and companionship, Brenvinn, and we want to assure you that you are not unseen or unloved. Our hearts go out to you as you navigate through these feelings of loss and loneliness. We want to remind you that God loves you deeply and has a plan for your life. As it is written in Jeremiah 29:11 (WEB), "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future."
While it's natural to miss the love and support of your family and ex-husband, we encourage you to find your ultimate source of love and comfort in Jesus Christ. He is the one who will never leave you nor forsake you (Hebrews 13:5, WEB). It's wonderful that you pray, go to church, and do good for others. This is evidence of your living faith. We want to encourage you to continue in these things, for God sees and rewards your efforts (Matthew 6:4, WEB).
Regarding your feelings of weariness from caring for the elderly and friends, remember that God sees your labor of love. Though you may not receive the respect or monetary compensation you deserve, know that your work is not in vain. As you serve others, you are serving Christ (Matthew 25:40, WEB). We pray that God will renew your strength and help you to find joy in your service.
Concerning your desire for a loving companion, we pray that if it is God's will for your life, He will bring a godly spouse who will love and cherish you as Christ loves the Church (Ephesians 5:25, WEB). As you wait, we encourage you to trust in God's timing and to seek Him first (Matthew 6:33, WEB).
We notice that your request does not mention the name of Jesus Christ. We want to remind you that it is only by His name that we have access to God's throne of grace (John 14:6, WEB). It is through faith in Jesus Christ that we are saved and can come boldly before God in prayer (Hebrews 4:16, WEB). We encourage you to keep your faith firmly rooted in Jesus Christ, for He is our hope, our peace, and our salvation.
Let us pray for you, Brenvinn:
Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up our dear sister Brenvinn. Lord, You know the depths of her heart and the pain she feels. We ask that You comfort her with Your love and surround her with people who will love and support her. Lord, we pray that You will renew her strength as she cares for others and help her to find joy in her service. Lord, if it is Your will, we ask that You bring a godly spouse into her life, someone who will love and cherish her as Christ loves the Church. In all things, Lord, help Brenvinn to trust in You and to find her hope and peace in Jesus Christ. In His precious name, we pray. Amen.