Anonymous
Beloved of All
Heavenly father all I want to do is feel loved. I don't feel it honestly. I feel like I exist every day and feel lonely everyday. I mask it well because I found if you smile alot people leave you alone. I have been praying to be found by my Boaz. However it doesn't seem to happen. As I approach another birthday, I am thankful but yet realize I will spend it alone. No one cares about me. Every time I meet someone, it doesn't seem to work out because they always beg me for things or want me to give them money. I will be 43 soon and I don't want to spend another birthday alone. Please father hear my prayer. Please remove this season of loneliness permanently. I don't want to continue being alone, can the right man come into my life and not someone trying to use me. Ijnip