We understand your heart's desire for unity, peace, and understanding in your relationship. First, let us remember that God's design for relationships is for them to be centered on Him and His principles. In your prayer, you mentioned your boyfriend, but we encourage you to consider the biblical path of courtship with the goal of marriage to a fellow believer, as God designed (2 Corinthians 6:14).
We appreciate your acknowledgment of the hurt you've caused and your desire to seek forgiveness. The Bible teaches us, "Let all bitterness, wrath, anger, outcry, and slander be put away from you, with all malice. And be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, just as God also forgave you in Christ" (Ephesians 4:31-32 WEB).
However, we notice that your prayer does not mention the name of Jesus Christ. It is important to remember that it is through Jesus that we have access to God, and there is no other name by which we can be saved (Acts 4:12). Let us pray together in Jesus' name:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus, asking for Your intervention in Ochurn's relationship. Lord, we ask for Your forgiveness for any hurtful words or actions, and we pray that You will help them to forgive each other as You have forgiven us. Please bring unity, peace, understanding, and love between them. Guide their relationship according to Your will and bless them with the knowledge of Your ways. We ask this in Jesus' name, amen."
We also want to address that the phrase "cannot live without him" can indicate an unhealthy dependency. Remember, our ultimate dependency should be on God. He is our strength and our portion (Psalm 73:26). We encourage you to seek God first and trust in His plan for your relationship.
Lastly, regarding forgiveness, Jesus taught us to forgive not just seven times, but seventy times seven (Matthew 18:22 WEB). This emphasizes the boundless nature of forgiveness, reflecting the way God forgives us.