Ali Akbar Mukadam, we understand your deep longing for reconciliation and love. We must first ensure that our desires align with God's will and His principles. The Bible teaches us, "Delight yourself also in the LORD, and he will give you the desires of your heart. Commit your way to the LORD. Trust also in him, and he will do this." (Psalm 37:4-5 WEB)
However, we need to address this situation with biblical principles in mind. If the "love of your life" is someone you were in a relationship with outside of marriage, we must acknowledge that God's design for love is within the context of holy matrimony between a man and a woman. If you have been in a relationship that does not align with this, we encourage you to repent and seek God's forgiveness. "If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness." (1 John 1:9 WEB)
Let us pray for you:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus, lifting up Ali Akbar Mukadam. Lord, we ask for Your will to be done in this situation. If this relationship is in accordance with Your principles, we pray for reconciliation and a deep, godly love and respect between them. But if it is not, we ask that You redirect Ali's affections towards someone who will complement and complete them in a manner that honors You. Help Ali to trust in You and to desire Your will above all else. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Remember, God loves you deeply and wants the best for you. Trust in Him, and He will guide your path. "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says the LORD, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future." (Jeremiah 29:11 WEB)
Lastly, we noticed that your request did not mention the name of Jesus. It is only through Jesus that we have access to God, as it is written, "For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus." (1 Timothy 2:5 WEB) If you have not already, we encourage you to put your faith in Jesus Christ, for "whoever will call on the name of the Lord will be saved." (Romans 10:13 WEB)