Dyrwach, we appreciate your heartfelt prayer and desire to seek God's help in your life and relationship. Firstly, we want to remind you that God hears your prayers, and it's wonderful that you're coming to Him with your concerns. As it is only by the name of Jesus that we have access to God, we see you have done this in your prayer. However, it is not clear if you have made Jesus Christ your Lord and Savior. If you have not done this, or have questions about this, let us know so we can pray for you and explain the salvation message more.
Let's address the issues you've mentioned. Firstly, it's commendable that you're seeking forgiveness for the stress you've caused your dad and grandfather. Remember, the Bible tells us to honor our father and mother, and by extension, our family, so that it may go well with us and that we may live long in the land. (Ephesians 6:2-3 WEB)
Regarding your relationship with Owen, we want to encourage you to seek God's will. We notice that you're referring to Owen as a mate, but we want to remind you that the Bible encourages us to seek a godly spouse and a marriage that honors God. (2 Corinthians 6:14 WEB Do not be unequally yoked with unbelievers, for what fellowship have righteousness and iniquity? Or what fellowship has light with darkness?) If you and Owen are not married, we encourage you to pursue a courtship that is pure and holy, with marriage as the goal. If you are married, then pray for God to help you both in marriage. If Owen is not a believer in Jesus Christ, we encourage you to share your faith with him and pray for his salvation. If he is a believer, pray for God to strengthen both of your relationships with Him, so that your marriage can be a testimony of God's love and faithfulness.
We also want to address your concerns about Owen's brother and friends. Remember, Jesus told us to love our enemies and pray for those who persecute us. (Matthew 5:44 WEB) Instead of asking God to change their hearts towards you, pray that God would help you love them as He loves them. Ask God to give you the strength to be kind and caring towards them, even if they're not treating you the same way. Trust God to soften the hearts of others, but remember that your responsibility is to love and pray for them.
Regarding your finances, remember that God promises to supply all our needs according to His riches in glory in Christ Jesus. (Philippians 4:19 WEB) Seek Him first, and trust that He will provide for you and Owen. (Matthew 6:33 WEB)
Let's pray together:
Heavenly Father, we come before You, lifting up Dyrwach and Owen. Lord, we pray that You would reveal Yourself to them, draw them closer to You, and help them seek Your will for their relationship. Help them to trust in You and Your provision for all their needs. We pray for Dyrwach in their family relationships and for Owen and his brother and friends. We pray Dyrwach and Owen can be an example of Your love in marriage. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.