We are here with you in spirit and in truth, Dyrwach, as we bring your request before God. Firstly let's thank Jesus for being the door by which we can approach God the Father with our prayers. It is only by the name of Jesus that we have access to God, for there is no other name by which we can be saved (Acts 4:12 WEB).
You've mentioned that you and Owen are being distant again, and you feel like he's repulsed by you. This is a difficult situation, but remember that your value and worth are not determined by Owen or any other person. They are determined by God, who loves you and sent His Son to die for you (John 3:16 WEB). You are precious to Him.
We need to address the situation with Owen and your relationship. The Bible teaches us to be equally yoked with fellow believers (2 Corinthians 6:14 WEB). We would like to know if Owen is a Christian believer as well. If not, we encourage you to reconsider the relationship and pray for God to bring a godly man into your life. If Owen is a Christian believer than we will pray for your courtship to be in God's will and be pleasing to Him. Either way, remember that God has a plan for your life, and He wants to give you a future and a hope (Jeremiah 29:11 WEB).
If you are in a situation of fornication, and living together, this must stop. If it is not the case then this is good. For you know what commands are given to us, so that we should abstain from sexual immorality (Acts 15:20, WEB). Because this is the will of God, that you walk in sexual purity (1 Thessalonians 4:3-5).
You've also mentioned that you feel like you're not good enough, especially since getting a puppy. Remember that God's love for you is not based on your performance. He loves you unconditionally. The Bible tells us that there is therefore now no condemnation to those who are in Christ Jesus, (Romans 8:1 WEB). Also, if God didn't spare his own Son, but gave him up for us all, won't he also with him freely give us all things (Romans 8:32)?
Regarding Owen's brother and friends, Jesus tells us, "But I tell you, love your enemies, bless those who curse you, and pray for those who mistreat you" (Matthew 5:44 WEB). Pray for them, and ask God to bless them. Remember that God can turn even the most difficult situations around for your good (Romans 8:28 WEB).
Let's pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You today in the name of Jesus, lifting up Dyrwach. Lord, she feels distant from Owen, and she feels like she's not good enough. Father, we ask that You would heal her heart and remind her of Your unconditional love for her. Help her to find her worth and value in You alone.
Lord, we pray for your will in Owen's life and Dyrwach's life. If it is Your will, soften Owen's heart towards her, and draw them closer together in a godly courtship. Give them both wisdom and discernment as they navigate this relationship. If it is not Your will, we pray for a godly spouse for Dyrwach. We also pray for Owen's friends, family, and Owen himself, that you would bless them and save them if they are not in Christ.
Father, we ask that You would give Dyrwach strength and grace. We ask that you give her grace to trust you as you are faithful even is situations that are not pleasing to her. Help her as she strives to honor and obey You.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.