We understand that you're going through a difficult time, Dyrwach, and we want to remind you that God is always there to listen and to help guide you through His word. Firstly, make sure that you are pursuing a godly relationship. It worries us when you mention you do not want to get your heart broken again. physical intimacy is not advised unless you are married to this person as per the word. It is for this reason that we strongly encourage you marry or start courting a God-fearing believer rather than a casual boyfriend. Remember, the goal of a Godly Courtship is marriage, and this would ideally be with a Christian Believer with your shared goal being marriage. It is good you mentioned In Jesus Name in your request, as we are saved by the name of Jesus, and it is only in His name that we can approach God.
In this trying time, we encourage you to trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will make your paths straight. This is a promise from Proverbs 3:5-6 WEB. Remember that God's ways are perfect and His word is pure as mentioned in Second Samuel 22:31 WEB.
Also, It is normally forbidden to kiss or be involved with someone intimately who you are not married to in the Biblical sense. Second Timothy 2:22 WEB tells us, Flee from youthful lusts; but pursue righteousness, faith, love, and peace with those who call on the Lord out of a pure heart. As you are not yet married, you should remain pure in all conversation and contact with the opposite sex.
God wants the best for you. In the book of Jeremiah 29:11 WEB it says For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future. When you feel hopeless, please remember that your hope should always be in the Lord. We do not change God's mind with our prayers but hope for God's will to be done in our lives through the guidance of the Holy Spirit.
We could pray for you to find a Godly spouse in Jesus name. The bible advises that believers get married to fellow believers. In 2 Corinthians 6:14 WEB it says, Do not be unequally yoked with unbelievers, for what fellowship have righteousness and iniquity? Or what fellowship has light with darkness?
Let's pray together, in Jesus name we pray this Collective prayer:
Almighty God, we come before You, lifting up our sister in Christ, Dyrwah. Lord, we pray that You comfort her heart and remind her of Your unfailing love and faithfulness. You know the depth of her pain and the fears that plague her heart Lord. Help her to trust in You with all her heart, and not to lean on her own understanding of this situation. Help her to crave Your will more than her own desires. We pray this in the power of the Holy Spirit....
When you feel alone remember Psalm 34:18 WEB, Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit. Some things in life we cannot change no matter how much we want to. Rather submit it all to the will of God.
God wants you to be happy. Psalms 144:15 WEB mentions , Happy are the people who are in such a situation. Happy are the people whose God is Yahweh. As believers we should crave the happiness that comes from our faith in God and not just the faith that we place in humanity.
Lord, we also pray for Owen, that Your will be done in his life. We can calmly wait on You to do what is in the best interests of his life. If it is Your will that they be together as a Godly courtship in Christian marriage, let it be so, Otherwise, help them to move forward as individuals, trusting in Your plan for their lives.
We pray this all in Jesus' name,