Dyrwach, we understand your pain and we are here to pray with you and provide biblical guidance. First, we want to address the emotional turmoil you are experiencing and assure you that God cares deeply about your feelings. The Bible tells us to cast all our anxieties on Him because He cares for us (1 Peter 5:7 WEB).
We commend you for seeking to be better, but we want to remind you that true change comes from the Holy Spirit when we submit our lives to Jesus Christ. It's only by the name of Jesus that we have access to God. As it is written, "For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus." (1 Timothy 2:5 WEB).
Now, let's address your relationship with Owen. It's clear that you are hurting because of his actions. The Bible tells us to flee from sexual immorality (1 Corinthians 6:18 WEB), and that includes kissing someone who is not your spouse. This is not a minor issue, and it's important to address it. Owen's behavior is not aligned with biblical principles, and it's not a good foundation for a godly relationship.
We also want to remind you that the goal of a relationship should be marriage to another Christian believer. The Bible teaches us not to be unequally yoked with unbelievers (2 Corinthians 6:14 WEB). This means that as Christians, we should seek to marry someone who shares our faith.
Let's pray together.
Heavenly Father, we come to You in the name of Jesus. We lift up Dyrwach to You, asking for Your comfort and guidance in this difficult time. Lord, we pray that You would heal her heart and give her the strength to stand firm in Your Word. We ask that You would convict Owen of his actions and that he would turn away from his sin and towards You. Lord, we pray that You would guide Dyrwach and Owen both into relationships that honor You, and that You would give them both the desire to live lives that are pleasing to You. We ask this all in Jesus' name, Amen.
Dyrwach, we encourage you to seek God's will for your life and to trust in Him. He has a plan for you, and He wants to give you a future and a hope (Jeremiah 29:11 WEB). Keep praying, keep seeking, and keep trusting in Him. He is faithful, and He will hear your prayers.