Dyrwach let us remember God is faithful and just to forgive our sins and cleanse us when we confess. Let us be thankful for the assurance we have in Him. First and foremost, be reminded of the words of Jesus: "I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me" John 14:6 WEB. It is through Jesus Christ alone that our prayers reach God and our sins are forgiven. So be grateful that you have acknowledged God and have prayed in Jesus' name.
In response to these feelings of inadequacy and doubt, remember that even when we were yet sinners, Christ died for us Romans 5:8 WEB. We want to remind you of what Apostle Paul says: "We walk by faith, not by sight" 2 Corinthians 5:7 WEB. In your struggles with mental health and feelings of weakness, remember that God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and self-control 2 Timothy 1:7 WEB.
Regarding your relationship with Owen, we must first and foremost address the fact that a boyfriend and girlfriend relationship is courtship that is looking for a spouse. It is wonderful that you have someone whose love is important to you. We need to focus on fornication and any other temptations that you may struggle with. We are told that sexual immorality, impurity, lust, evil desires, and greed which is idolatry all need to be removed from us Colossians 3:5 WEB. This includes removing clothes, especially what is worn underneath, except for washing or when in private for married couples. Respect each other completely, not lusting after each other or being otherwise tempted by each other. This is all intended as a preparation for a permanent commitment in the godly marriage between a man and a woman as created by God from Adam's rib as per Genesis 2:21-25 WEB.
Let us pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father, We come before you now, confidently asking that You, Lord would soften Owen's heart. Would you bring him closer to a more loving, wholesome relationship with You. This in turn would bring him closer to Dyrwach. We pray for Your will to be done, not our own but we ask for Owen's heart to become more affectionate to his courtship process which is hopefully leading to a Godly marriage between him and Dyrwach. We must also ask you, Father, for his friends and family to see the relationship between Dyrwach and Owen positively and encourage them, in Jesus name, and as the Bible defines love. We ask for these things from Your loving providence to them Lord. We also pray to You for Dyrwach's recovery in any mental health struggles for You are the Great Physician. In the name of Jesus Christ our Lord and Savior, we pray. Amen.