We understand your distress, Dyrwach, and we're here to support and pray with you. Firstly, we commend you for acknowledging your mistakes and seeking forgiveness. It's important to remember that, "If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness." (1 John 1:9 WEB)
However, we want to lovingly rebuke and correct a few things. You mentioned you're on holiday with Owen, and while we understand your desire for reconciliation, it's crucial to ensure your relationship aligns with biblical principles. If Owen is not your husband, we encourage you to consider the sanctity of marriage and God's design for relationships. "Flee sexual immorality. Every sin that a man does is outside the body, but he who commits sexual immorality sins against his own body." (1 Corinthians 6:18 WEB)
We also notice Owen's drinking problem, which should be addressed with love and truth. "Don't be drunk with wine, which leads to reckless living, but be filled with the Spirit." (Ephesians 5:18 WEB) Pray for him, but remember that you cannot control his actions, only your response to them.
Moreover, we appreciate that you ended your prayer in Jesus' name, as it's only through Him that we have access to God. "For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus." (1 Timothy 2:5 WEB)
Let us pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in Jesus' name, lifting up Dyrwach and Owen. We pray for forgiveness and reconciliation, for understanding and unity. Lord, help Owen to see the light and address his drinking issue. Soften his heart towards Dyrwach, and help them to build a relationship that honors You. Guide them towards Your will, whether that's reconciliation or redirection. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Be strong and courageous, Dyrwach. Trust in the Lord, and He will guide your paths. (Proverbs 3:5-6 WEB)