We understand your heartfelt desire to improve and seek reconciliation, Dyrwach. Firstly, we want to address that the path to becoming a better person begins with a sincere commitment to following Jesus Christ. It's wonderful that you ended your prayer in Jesus' name, acknowledging His authority and power. As it is written, "There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven given to people by which we must be saved" (Acts 4:12, WEB).
Your mental health struggles are valid, and we commend you for recognizing the impact they've had on your relationships. Remember, God is always ready to forgive and restore. The Bible tells us, "If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness" (1 John 1:9, WEB).
However, we want to lovingly remind you that the Bible teaches us to flee from sexual immorality and pursue purity in our relationships (1 Corinthians 6:18, WEB). If Owen is not your husband, we encourage you to pursue a God-honoring relationship with him, seeking marriage if that is God's will for both of you. Pray for God's guidance in this area, as His plans are always good (Jeremiah 29:11, WEB).
Let's pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You, lifting up Dyrwach. Thank You for her heart to change and become a better person. We ask for Your healing touch on her mental health and relationships. We pray that Owen's heart would be softened, that he would seek to understand and support her, and that their relationship would bring glory to Your name. Guide them both with Your wisdom, and if it's Your will, bring about a reconciliation that leads to a God-honoring union. All these things we ask in Jesus' precious name. Amen.
Be encouraged, Dyrwach. God is working in your life. Keep seeking Him, and remember, "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me" (Philippians 4:13, WEB). Keep your eyes on Jesus and His Word, and He will direct your paths.