Dyrwach
Humble Prayer Partner
I pray this year is different every Is the same year for the past four years I have lived this endless cycle of getting with a guy and me falling more for them and me then chasing them to make me feel the same I pray for once this year is different the guy I like wants me as much as them he to worships the ground I walk on I’m so tired of trying and it feel so unreciprocated I want to be in a relationships where where i feel they want me they want to just give me a cuddle and tell me how beautiful I am pray for me as much as I pray for them I want Owen and me to fix things but how can we fix something where I’m giving 90 he’s giving 10 where he is always in a mood with me won’t play with me I’m trying I just wish he did love me I pray the lord does have a plan to turn this around I just wanted to be loved and feel seen I pray Owen actually does care about me I pray he does message me I pray he isn’t so self obsessed and actually wants me I pray he softens his heart and is warmer to me because I feel like I keep giving in hopes we would reconcile and he just would stop being all about him in Jesus name I pray amen