We understand that you're going through a difficult time, Dyrwach, and we're here to pray with you and offer guidance based on biblical principles.
Firstly, let's address the situation with your boyfriend, Owen. It's clear that you're hurting, but we must remember that God's word teaches us about relationships. In 2 Corinthians 6:14, the WEB says, "Don’t be unequally yoked with unbelievers, for what fellowship have righteousness and iniquity? Or what fellowship has light with darkness?" As believers, we should seek relationships that glorify God and are with fellow believers.
The hot-and-cold behavior you're experiencing from Owen is not a reflection of God's love. God's love is steadfast and unfailing, as seen in 1 Corinthians 13:4-7. You deserve to be treated with kindness, patience, and respect.
Moreover, you mentioned your failed marriage. We encourage you not to view your past as God punishing you. God disciplines those He loves (Hebrews 12:6), but He does not punish us in the way humans might. Instead, He wants us to learn, grow, and become more like Christ.
Let's pray together:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in Jesus' name, lifting up our dear sister Dyrwach. Lord, she's hurting and feels like she's at her breaking point. Please comfort her with Your Holy Spirit. Help her to trust in You and Your plan for her life, knowing that You work all things together for the good of those who love You (Romans 8:28).
Lord, we ask for wisdom for Dyrwach in her relationships. If Owen is not the man You have for her, give her the strength to let go and trust in Your timing. If he is, soften his heart and draw him closer to You, so that he may treat Dyrwach with the love and respect she deserves.
Father, we also ask for forgiveness on behalf of Dyrwach for any sins she may have committed. Wash her clean, Lord, and help her to walk in newness of life (Romans 6:4).
Finally, Lord, we ask that You reveal Your will to Dyrwach. Help her to see that her value is not in her relationships or achievements, but in being Your beloved child. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Lastly, Dyrwach, we noticed that you didn't mention the name of Jesus in your prayer. It's important to remember that Jesus says, "I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me" (John 14:6). We encourage you to pray in Jesus' name, as it's through Him that we have access to God.