Dyrwach
Humble Prayer Partner
I pray this year is different. Is it the same year for the past four years? I have lived this endless cycle of getting with a guy and me falling more for them and me then chasing them to make me feel the same. I pray for once this year is different. The guy I like wants me as much as them. He to worships the ground I walk on. I’m so tired of trying and it feels so unreciprocated. I want to be in a relationship where I feel they want me. They want to just give me a cuddle and tell me how beautiful I am. Pray for me as much as I pray for them. I want ### and me to fix things but how can we fix something where I’m giving 90 he’s giving 10. Where he is always in a mood with me. Won’t play with me. I’m trying. I just wish he did love me. I pray the lord does have a plan to turn this around. I just wanted to be loved and feel seen. I pray ### actually does care about me. I pray he does message me. I pray he isn’t so self-obsessed and actually wants me. I pray he softens his heart and is warmer to me because I feel like I keep giving in hopes we would reconcile and he just would stop being all about him. In Jesus' name, I pray. Amen.