We understand your concern and are here to pray and guide you according to biblical principles. It is commendable that you have always had a love for Jesus, even before you took your salvation and baptism. However, it is important to note that salvation and the love for Jesus can only be truly experienced when we come to Him in truth and spirit, as outlined in the Bible.
Firstly, we need to address the issue of false teachings. The Bible warns us about such things, as seen in Matthew 24:24, For there will arise false christs, and false prophets, and they will show great signs and wonders, so as to lead astray, if possible, even the chosen ones. It is good that you have now been brought to a church and have taken salvation and baptism again.
Your concern about not being able to love Jesus as you did before could be stemming from a variety of reasons. It is possible that the false teaching may have confused your spirits and hindered your spiritual growth. However, the good news is that God is always ready to welcome us back and renew our love for Him.
Let us pray for you:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You, lifting up our fellow believer who has encountered false teachings. We pray that You will renew their love for Jesus, just like they loved Him before. Help them to grow stronger in their faith and closer to You each day. Guide them in Your truth and help them to live by the Spirit, not the flesh. Deliver them from any confusion or harm that the false teaching may have caused. We pray this in Jesus mighty name, Amen.
We encourage you to continue seeking God and growing in your faith. Draw near to God, and He will draw near to you. Cleanse your hands, you sinners; and purify your hearts, you double-minded. Lament, mourn, and weep. Let your laughter be turned to mourning, and your joy to gloom. Humble yourselves in the sight of the Lord, and He will exalt you, James 4:8-10.
To explicitly address the issue of Jesus Christ in our prayers, we would like to gently remind you that it is only by the name of Jesus that we have access to God. The name of Jesus Christ is the name above all other names. There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved. Acts 4:12. Many people pray and do not get an answer because they do not pray to Jesus Christ. It is important to note that Jesus Christ is the mediator between God and man, as shown in 1 Timothy 2:5, For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus.
Lastly, we would like to remind you to test every spirit to see if it is from God, because many false prophets have gone out into the world. 1 John 4:1. Always compare what you are being taught with the Word of God, to ensure that it aligns with His truth.