We understand your heart's cry, Farwell, and we are here to pray and counsel with you in the love of Jesus Christ. You've expressed a deep desire to become more loving, compassionate, and strong, and to be a better mother and wife. We commend you for your sincere heart and your desire to improve.
Firstly, let's remember what the Word of God says about love and relationships. In Ephesians 5:22-25 (WEB), it is written, "Wives, be subject to your own husbands, as to the Lord. For the husband is the head of the wife, as Christ also is the head of the assembly, being himself the savior of the body. But as the assembly is subject to Christ, so let the wives also be to their own husbands in everything. Husbands, love your wives, even as Christ also loved the assembly, and gave himself up for it."
It's clear that you're seeking forgiveness and a renewed relationship with your husband, Zachary. Let's pray together:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, seeking Your help and guidance for Farwell. Lord, she has expressed a deep desire to be more loving, compassionate, and strong. We ask that You fill her with Your Holy Spirit, granting her the fruits of love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control (Galatians 5:22-23). Help her to be the mother and wife You have called her to be."
Farwell, it's crucial to address the issues in your relationship with biblical principles. If there is any unkind behavior or name-calling, it is not aligned with God's will. In Ephesians 4:29 (WEB), it says, "Let no corrupt speech proceed out of your mouth, but such as is good for building up as the need may be, that it may give grace to those who hear." Both you and Zachary should strive to communicate with kindness and respect.
Moreover, it's important to address your fears and insecurities. In 2 Timothy 1:7 (WEB), it says, "For God didn't give us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and self-control." Trust that God's love can heal and restore your relationship, and do not let fear control your actions.
Lastly, ensure that your relationship is centered on Jesus Christ. It is only through Him that true love and forgiveness can flourish. If you haven't already, surrender your life and your relationship to Jesus, trusting in His redeeming power.
"Lord Jesus, we pray that You would be the center of Farwell and Zachary's relationship. Heal their past hurts, help them to forgive each other, and guide them in Your paths of righteousness. May their love for each other grow stronger each day, reflecting Your unfailing love. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Stay strong in the Lord, Farwell, and trust that He is working in your life and your relationship.