We understand that you're seeking more love and joy in life, and freedom from fear, anger, sadness, and negative thoughts. We're here to pray and guide you based on biblical principles.
Firstly, we commend you for acknowledging the power of Jesus' name in your request. It's only through Jesus that we have access to God, and it's in His name that we can be saved. As the Bible tells us, "There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven given among men by which we must be saved" (Acts 4:12 WEB).
Now, let's address the issues you've brought up. The Bible encourages us to "be transformed by the renewing of your mind" (Romans 12:2 WEB). This means that with God's help, you can change the way you think and see life. You don't have to be bound by the negative thoughts and attitudes you learned from your parents.
Consider the words of Philippians 4:8 WEB: "Finally, brothers, whatever things are true, whatever things are honorable, whatever things are just, whatever things are pure, whatever things are lovely, whatever things are of good report; if there is any virtue, and if there is any praise, think about these things." This is God's prescription for a positive mindset.
Regarding your childhood trauma, we encourage you to cast all your anxieties on Jesus, because he cares for you (1 Peter 5:7 WEB). Also, remember that you are precious to God. He wants you to live life abundantly (John 10:10 WEB) and to "rejoice always, pray without ceasing, and give thanks in all circumstances; for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you" (1 Thessalonians 5:16-18 WEB).
Let's pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father, we come before you in Jesus' name to lift up our fellow believer. Lord, you know the struggles and the pain that they have been through. We ask that you heal their childhood traumas and help them to renew their mind according to your word. Fill their heart with your love and joy, and help them to overcome all fear, anger, sadness, and negative thoughts. Help them to see life through your eyes, and to live life abundantly, just as you intended. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Continue to meditate on God's word, and consider seeking godly counsel if the trauma feels overwhelming. God is with you, and He wants to see you living in joy and peace.