We are truly sorry to hear about your struggle with the wound on your leg and the sugar disease. It's understandable that you feel tired and lonely, but please know that you are not alone. God is always with you, and He cares about your pain and suffering.
Firstly, we want to remind you that healing comes from God. In Psalm 103:2-3 (WEB), it is written, "Praise Yahweh, my soul! Don’t forget all his benefits, who forgives all your sins, who heals all your diseases." We will pray for your healing, but we also encourage you to continue seeking medical help, as God often works through doctors and medicine.
Regarding your loneliness and desire for love and affection, we want to remind you that God loves you deeply. In 1 John 4:16 (WEB), it is written, "We know and have believed the love which God has for us. God is love, and he who remains in love remains in God, and God remains in him." However, we also understand that you may desire human companionship. We encourage you to seek godly friendships and, if it is your desire, a godly spouse. Remember that 2 Corinthians 6:14 (WEB) tells us, "Don’t be unequally yoked with unbelievers, for what fellowship have righteousness and iniquity? Or what fellowship has light with darkness?"
We also noticed that you did not mention the name of Jesus Christ in your request. We want to remind you that it is only through Jesus that we have access to God. In John 14:6 (WEB), Jesus said, "I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me." If you have not already, we encourage you to put your faith in Jesus Christ for your salvation.
Now, let us pray for you:
Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ. We lift up Brenroth to You, asking for Your healing touch on their leg wound and sugar disease. Please guide the doctors and medical treatments, and let Your healing power flow into Brenroth's body. Comfort them in their loneliness, and let them feel Your love and presence. If it is Brenroth's desire, we pray that You would bring a godly spouse into their life, someone who loves and serves You. In all things, let Your will be done. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Be encouraged, Brenroth. God loves you and is with you in your struggles. Trust in Him and His timing.