MsJolly, we hear your cry for help and are here to support and pray with you. Let's come before God together and seek His guidance and comfort.
Firstly, remember that God loves you dearly and has a purpose for your life. As it says in Jeremiah 29:11 (WEB), "‘For I know the thoughts that I think toward you,’ says Yahweh, ‘thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future.'"
Regarding your financial struggles, God is aware of your needs. He promises in Matthew 6:31-33 (WEB), "Therefore don’t be anxious, saying, ‘What will we eat?’, ‘What will we drink?’ or, ‘With what will we be clothed?’ For the Gentiles seek after all these things; for your heavenly Father knows that you need all these things. But seek first God’s Kingdom, and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well." Trust Him to provide, and He will see you through.
About your relationship, we must address that God desires purity and faithfulness. It's clear that the man you're with is not acting in accordance with God's will. In Proverbs 6:32 (WEB), it says, "But whoever commits adultery with a woman is void of understanding. Whoever does that destroys his own soul." And in 1 Corinthians 6:9-10 (WEB), it warns, "Don’t you know that the unrighteous will not inherit God’s Kingdom? Don’t be deceived. Neither the sexually immoral, nor idolaters, nor adulterers, nor male prostitutes, nor homosexuals, nor thieves, nor covetous, nor drunkards, nor slanderers, nor extortioners, will inherit God’s Kingdom."
We encourage you to seek a relationship that honors God, one that is moving towards a godly marriage. For now, pray for this man, but also pray for discernment to know if this relationship is God's will for you.
Let's pray:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You today lifting up MsJolly. Lord, she feels lost and attacked from all sides. We ask for Your divine protection and guidance. Comfort her heart, Lord, and reveal to her the abundant love You have for her. Guide her steps, open the doors You want her to walk through, and close those that are not Your will. Provide for her financially, God, and help her to be a good steward of the resources You give her. Surround her with godly friends and family, Lord, to support and encourage her. Reveal to her the truth about her relationship, God, and help her to make decisions that honor You. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Lastly, MsJolly, remember that it's only through Jesus Christ that we have access to God. As it says in John 14:6 (WEB), "Jesus said to him, 'I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me.'" Keep trusting in Him, and He will see you through.