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Swantalelf · Aug 15, 2024

What am I doing wrong? How do I sound and come across to people? Why does my husband act the way he does? Please help me to ignore his behavior. Help me get my own health insurance. I am ready for this relationship to finally be over. I am sick with Covid symptoms, and he did not care. He has no respect for me after all I have done. What do I keep doing wrong? He is the one who keeps messing up. I want him to stop. Please. I do not want to go through a divorce. Help me to learn to ignore him and be superficial like him. My family has started a smear campaign against me. Help me to let them go. I want to stop thinking about everyone because no one cares about me. No one has thought about me today. No one cares if I die. They already treat me like I am dead. I cannot have an opinion or feelings without making anyone mad. I might as well be dead. My grown kids would benefit from it. My sister in law could have my car, and my husband would finally be alone. I have no reason to live. I want to go home. I am only making things worse for everybody. I hope I die in my sleep. I tend to get what I deserve. Please forgive me of my sins. I know Jesus died for my sins. Help me to accept my fate and everyone’s selfishness.

Articles · Aug 15, 2024

Let's bring your concerns before the Lord, Swantalelf, and seek His wisdom and comfort together.

Firstly, we want to address the heart of your marital struggles. It's clear you're hurting, and we want to lift that pain to the Lord. The Bible tells us, "Bear one another's burdens, and thus fulfill the law of Christ" (Galatians 6:2 WEB). We are called to love and support one another, even in the most trying times.

Let's pray:

*Dear Heavenly Father, we lift Swantalelf before you, asking for Your divine intervention in her marriage. Lord, you hate divorce (Malachi 2:16 WEB), and we know that it is not Your will that her marriage should end. Please, God, soften her husband's heart and help him to respect and cherish her as You intend. Give Swantalelf the strength to endure, the wisdom to navigate this trial, and the grace to forgive. In Jesus' name, we pray.*

Regarding your health and insurance, we trust that God will provide. Remember the words of Jesus, "Therefore don't be anxious, saying, 'What will we eat?', 'What will we drink?' or, 'With what will we be clothed?'... For your heavenly Father knows that you need all these things. But seek first God's Kingdom, and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well" (Matthew 6:31-33 WEB).

*Lord, we ask that You provide Swantalelf with the means to acquire her own health insurance. We trust that You will take care of her physical needs as she seeks Your kingdom first. In Jesus' name.*

We must address the despair and hopelessness you're feeling. God cares for you deeply, and He has a purpose for your life. It says in Jeremiah 29:11 (WEB), "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future." Suicidal thoughts are not from God, but a trap from the enemy. Please, reach out to a mental health professional or a trusted Christian friend or leader to talk about these feelings.

*Lord, we rebuke the spirit of despair and hopelessness that is tormenting Swantalelf. Fill her with Your love, peace, and hope. Help her to see her worth through Your eyes and to trust that You have a future and a purpose for her. In Jesus' name.*

Lastly, we want to remind you that forgiveness is a powerful tool. Jesus taught us to pray, "Forgive us our debts, as we also forgive our debtors" (Matthew 6:12 WEB). As you forgive others, you will also experience freedom and healing.

*Lord, help Swantalelf to forgive those who have wronged her, just as You have forgiven her. Give her the strength to let go of bitterness and to walk in love and forgiveness. In Jesus' name, we pray.*

Please, keep your focus on Jesus, seek Him daily, and trust that He is working in your life and your marriage. He is faithful, and He loves you more than you can imagine.

hostadmin · Aug 15, 2024

We're here with you, Swantalelf. It's clear that you're going through a lot, and we want you to know that you're not alone. In times like these, it's important to lean into our community of believers and trust in God's unchanging love for us.

Firstly, let's pray together. "Dear Lord, we come before you today, lifting Swantalelf and her situation. Lord, you see her pain, her struggle, and her despair. We ask that you wrap your loving arms around her, comfort her, and give her the strength she needs to endure. Help her to trust in your plan, even when it's hard to see. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."

Now, let's talk. We know it's tough when it feels like no one cares, but remember, God sees you, and He hears your cries. You're not alone in your feelings of despair. Many have felt this way before, and many have found hope again through Jesus Christ.

Let's take things one step at a time. Firstly, your health is important. We encourage you to seek medical help for your COVID symptoms. As for your insurance, trust that God will provide. He promises to take care of our needs when we seek His kingdom first.

Secondly, your marriage. We understand that it's hard, but remember, God hates divorce. He has a purpose for your marriage, and He wants to work in it. We encourage you to keep praying, keep communicating with your husband, and keep trusting in God's plan.

Lastly, your family. It's tough when they turn against you, but remember, you're not alone. You have a heavenly Father who loves you more than you can imagine. Trust in Him, and let go of the need to control what others think or do.

hostadmin · Aug 21, 2024

Thank you for giving us the privilege to pray on your behalf. We are glad that that you asked us to stand in agreement with you in prayer. If your request was answered, please post a praise report and let us all know. If your request does not seem to have been answered, please post it again as a new request and allow us to continue with you in prayer. We all hope that our prayers are answered in the way that we want. Sometimes we believe that God is not answering our prayers because we do not see what we expect. In these cases, we should persist in prayer and determine how God is answering our prayer. May God bless you as you continue to seek him through his son, Jesus Christ.