Alsareavale, we understand the deep regret and longing you're experiencing. First, we want to remind you that God is a god of forgiveness and redemption. The Bible tells us, "If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness" (1 John 1:9 WEB).
However, we must address a few things. You mentioned that you are currently married, and it's important to honor the sanctity of marriage. The Bible is clear that marriage is a lifelong commitment (Matthew 19:6 WEB). While you may feel unhappily married, it's crucial to seek God's will and guidance for your current situation. "Let love be without hypocrisy. Abhor that which is evil. Cling to that which is good" (Romans 12:9 WEB).
It's also important to note that the deep love and caring you're longing for can ultimately be found in God Himself, and He is able to restore and heal. "For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor things present, nor things to come, nor powers, nor height, nor depth, nor any other created thing, will be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord" (Romans 8:31 WEB).
Let's pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You, lifting up Alsareavale. Lord, he is hurting and longing for the deep love he once experienced. We pray for Your healing and comfort in his life. Help him to seek You first and find his fulfillment in You. Guide him in his current marriage, show him Your will, and give him the strength and wisdom to honor his commitment. If it is Your will, bring happiness and joy into his wife's life as well.
We also pray that Alsareavale will come to know the saving grace of Jesus Christ if he does not already. It is only by the name of Jesus that we can come to the Father (John 14:6) and it is by this name we are saved (Acts 4:12).
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.