Lost My Son, Failed Marriage, Please Pray

[hammy1]

Hello,

My name is Hedra and I have been hit with tragedies. From October to early December, I was hospitalized for my water bag breaking at 27 weeks and was confined to bed rest. A chaplain at the hospital said I sinned against God and he would take my son if I didn't show I would be a good mom and if I didn't accept God. I had been going to two churches at my college campus, I prayed and had accepted God, I planned to raise my son as a man of God, I took care of myself so I was confused by that. I gave birth to my first child, a beautiful baby boy. Four days later he passed away because he was premature and his lungs and kidneys were not fully developed. I felt I was punished by God because of this and stopped praying.

My marriage has been rocky, as my husband and I have argued all the time. In the summer, I found he was talking to and trying to meet women off the internet, so I said I wanted a divorce but later said I didn't want one and that I was angry and hurting. Since September, I kept trying to save the marriage, and went to counseling alone. I'd beg my husband to go with me yet he refused, and when he'd do things to hurt me I would say things to hurt him back out of anger. When I was discharged from the hospital, he his mother was ill from her Multiple Sclerosis because she upset by our son being ill, so that is the reason they said I could no longer stay at their home. I was left homeless without clothing or shoes in a big city while my son was in the Neonatal ICU. The day my son passed away I was devastated and have been since. I stayed at the Ronald McDonald House where they gave me clothes and I returned back to my hometown to stay with my parents.

I made a memory book of my son and another of good memories of my husband and I. We have been married since May, and today, I was served with divorce papers. The day I made that book is the day he filed for divorce and I didn't know. He said he was giving me what I want, but I never did want divorce. I tried to work at the marriage. His heart is hardened against me, and his mother encouraged him divorce would be best.

Please pray for my son, that he is in heaven resting. I don't want him to see me in pain suffering. Please pray for my husband Chris, that his heart is softened towards me and he sees I have been trying, do love him, and he calls off the divorce to work on the marriage with me.

Please pray my mother-in-law sees I have tried, and not to influence my husband.

Please pray I get the strength and courage to keep living life.

Please pray for my parents, family, and friends who see me suffering.

 

[Articles]

May God hear your request and grant it according to his will. In Jesus Name, Amen.

 

[marlin4]

Dear Hedra, I am so sorry to hear what you have been through and what you are going through. May God be with you and your family. I am praying for you. I will never forget you. No it was not a punishment from God. God gave his son so that we will not be punished for our sins. God is here for us not against us. I will pray that you have strength, peace, calmness and that you are relieved from stress, fear, and anxiety. Your son is in Heaven with my mother. she passed last summer. don't worry she is holding him in her hands. Please remain strong. God loves you. He will never leave you not will he forsake you. I will pray for your mother and law. I pray that your marriage will not be broken but remain and y'all will be happy. Good luck with school and everything else. God bless

So do not fear, for I am with you;

do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand. (Isaiah 41:10 NIV) 

For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. (Jeremiah 29:11 NIV)
 

Cast all your anxiety on Him because He cares for you. (1 Peter 5:7 NIV)
 

May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace as you trust in him, so that you may overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit. (Romans 15:13 NIV)






 

 

[Bibleman46]

WE ARE PRAYING FOR GOD'S BLESSINGS TO COME INTO YOUR LIFE AND CHANGE YOUR CIRCUMSTANCES, IN JESUS NAME, AMEN. JESUS CAME TO GIVE US AN ABUNDANT AND HAPPY AND BLESSED LIFE IF WE ARE WILLING TO SERVE HIM AND OBEY HIM. WE HOPE THE PRAYER BELOW WILL BE A BLESSING TO YOU. 

PRAYER FOR A CLOSER WALK WITH GOD

Dear Heavenly Father, I know I do not always walk as closely with You as I should. Forgive me for all the times when I became distracted by worldly obligations and pursuits. Forgive me for the times that I have detoured off the right path on to various pathways of sin. Forgive me for the times I have allowed myself to be trapped by the snares of men or the enemy because I did not walk in wisdom. Forgive me for all the times I fell too far behind Christ and got lost. Forgive me for not walking in Your ways. Forgive me for the times my heart and desires where on the things of the world instead of on my walk with Christ. Forgive me of the times I walked with wicked people and became a partaker of their sins when I should have been walking with Christ. Forgive me of all the times I did not live up to Your holy standards. Forgive me of all the times I did not walk in love and show that Christian love towards others. Forgive me of all the times I did not walk in integrity and uprightness. Forgive me of all my disobedient ways and rebelliousness. Forgive me for the times I was lead astray by false doctrines or heretical teachings. Forgive me for all the times I have left the path of righteousness to walk in darkness.

Heavenly Father, forgive me and cleanse me of all my sins and help me to walk with Christ. Help me to walk in wisdom so I can avoid all dark and wicked paths. Help me to walk in the light of Christ so I will not stumble in the darkness. Take away from me all stubbornness and rebelliousness so I can walk in obedience. Help me to play by the rules that You have established and to always use Your word as my rule book and road map. Help me to walk in love, the way Christ did, that I may show others that same kindness, compassion, mercy, and self-sacrifice that He did. Help me to be honest and upright in everything I do.

Heavenly Father forgive me of all my sins, cleanse me and sanctify me and fill me with Your Holy Spirit. Help me to walk in the Spirit so I can be successful in my walk with Christ. Help me to walk in the Spirit so I can be victorious over the flesh, the world, and the devil. Help me to walk in the Spirit so that the love of God can be perfected in me and so that the fruit of the Spirit will be manifested in my life. Help me to walk in the Spirit so I can live in holiness and be an overcomer. I desire to walk in the Spirit so I can crucify all my fleshly affections and desires. Help me to walk in the Spirit so I can successfully walk in all the ways of God. Help me to walk in the Spirit so I can use my spiritual gifts to bless and edify the body of Christ and glorify You. I ask all these things in the name of Your Son, Jesus Christ, through whom our victory is made possible, amen

 

[listbuilding]

The Anointing breaks the yoke.

Isaiah 58:6 Is not this the kind of fasting I have chosen: to loose the chains of injustice and untie the cords of the yoke, to set the oppressed free and break every yoke?

Isaiah 9:4 For you will break the yoke of their slavery and lift the heavy burden from their shoulders. You will break the oppressor's rod, just

Isaiah 14:25 I will break the Assyrian in my land, and on my mountains trample him underfoot; and his yoke shall depart from them, and his burden from their shoulder.

Isaiah 10:27 In that day their burden will be lifted from your shoulders.
 

 

[AdamANT]

May God enable you to reach the highest height, bless you, comfort you, and engage you in a profound life changing way. May God help you find what you seek and receive all you ask for in Jesus name, Amen!

 

[edb]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[melody226]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Action238]

Lord let Your anointing fall on her...fill her Lord with Your  Peace...Your the living water...a fountain of hope...a comforter and a counselor take  control of her life....Lord we are welcoming You to fill her with Your Power...Cover her with Grace send ministering angels to set her path straight and leading to You...let her set her mind on hope...hope in You...let her rest assured that her son is with You and not in any pain he lives in glory with You...Lord take her and hold her in Your arms....touch these hurts that have taken hold and sucked breath out of this family...help her to breath Lord...let her remember to breath in Your spirit....to look into Your eyes and know that You are with her and that You are never going to leave or forsake her.  Satan is a liar and the father of lies...On the day of Pentecost when the Holy Spirit came it brought grace.....Lord teach her to receive Your grace..Comfort her soul let is rest in You...

..just remember there is a season for all things...Let Him release you from this hell and bondage that you are living in...Lord set her free in You....cover her with You Love and Peace in Jesus name...

I am so sorry for your grief...there are no words to express the sorrow I feel for you in my heart. this is only a portion of the prayer my heart and spirit has placed before God...He is the living water...drink from the Fountain...I truly am so sorry...Lord lift her up and make her whole before You...use her for glory.......

 

[ekp]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.