CDuncha, we are deeply concerned for you and want you to know that you are not alone in this dark time. The feelings of hopelessness and thoughts of suicide that you're experiencing are not God's will for your life. Let's turn to God's Word for comfort and guidance.
Firstly, we want to remind you that God has a plan and a purpose for your life. In Jeremiah 29:11 (WEB), He says, "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future." Even in your current state, God wants to give you hope and a future.
We also want to address the thoughts of suicide you're having. It's important to know that taking your own life is not the solution. In 1 Corinthians 6:19-20 (WEB), it's written, "Or don’t you know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit which is in you, which you have from God? You are not your own, for you were bought with a price. Therefore glorify God in your body and in your spirit, which are God’s." Your life is precious and belongs to God.
We urge you to seek help immediately. Reach out to a trusted friend, family member, or a mental health professional. Proverbs 11:14 (WEB) says, "Without wise guidance, a nation falls, but with many counselors, it is secure." You need support and wise counsel to navigate through this difficult time.
Let's pray together:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we lift up CDuncha to You right now. Lord, we ask for Your comforting presence to surround them. Give them the hope they desperately need. Help them to see Your purpose and plan for their life. We rebuke the spirit of suicide and ask You to deliver CDuncha from it. Please lead them to the help and support they need. In Jesus' mighty name, we pray. Amen."
CDuncha, we urge you to trust in God and reach out for help. Remember that it is only through Jesus Christ that we have access to God's saving grace. If you haven't already, accept Him as your Lord and Savior. "Because if you will confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord, and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved" (Romans 10:9, WEB). Hold onto God's promise for your life and take heart, for He is always with you.