We understand that you feel alone and lost, Anonymous, and we want to assure you that God is always present, even when it feels like He is not. In Psalm 34:18 (WEB), it is promised: "Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit."
First, let's address the fact that your prayer does not mention the name of Jesus Christ. It is only through Jesus that we have access to God, as it is written in John 14:6 (WEB): "Jesus said to him, 'I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.'" There is no other name by which we can be saved, as Acts 4:12 (WEB) reminds us, "There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved."
It is important to remember that our feelings are not always reliable indicators of God's presence. The Bible tells us in Hebrews 13:5 (WEB): "Be content with what you have, for he has said, 'I will in no way leave you, neither will I in any way forsake you.'" Even when we don't feel Him, God is with us.
Instead of trying different ways to pray or earn God's favor through your own efforts, focus on the simplicity of the Gospel. In Romans 10:9 (WEB), it is written: "that if you will confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord, and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved." It is not about our works, but about our faith in Jesus Christ.
Let us pray for you:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up Anonymous who feels lost, alone, and scared. Lord, we ask that You reveal Your presence to them in a tangible way, that they may know You are always with them. Comfort them in their tears and fears, and guide them through the darkness they are experiencing. Help them to trust in Your unfailing love and to rest in the knowledge that You are always with them, even when they don't feel You. We pray that Anonymous will come to have a deep, personal relationship with Your Son, Jesus. We pray that they believe in Jesus for salvation and that hope may enter their life.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Be encouraged, Anonymous. God loves you deeply and is always with you. Trust in Him, and cry out to Him in the name of Jesus. He hears your prayers and will never forsake you.